A place where angers and emotions were vent..

Just got home not too long ago. Wanted to reach home earlier to study but decided not to. No idea why , just don't have the push .

Went out with friends and study POA . It turns out to the way we din't expect . Once we settled down , we started talking from 5 to 8 . We talked about some stuff .

Yea , I found what they said was quite true . It's getting out of hand and complicated . Why ? Why ? Why !

It's like the last few weeks we're still close , now ? Slowly drafting apart ..
Soon , I guess .. when we see each other in the road , we'll probably just walk pass each other like we're stragers . I hope it would never happen thou .

Anyway ,
I'm feeling kind of down now , I can't secure a A2 for my Maths & I don't even know how much I'll get for my English , plus I have zero confidences in getting A or B for my Science anymore , after today's Physic Paper.I know I can do better .. If only I'm not that lazy & my History and Social Studies ! I din't complete the whole paper .
I'm fucking disappointed with myself . Spending weeks for Social Studies and History . Sleeping at 2Am at the morning just to finish the whole topics , despite having papers at 8 , and waking up at 6 to prepare myself for school . I screw it up . No more A for combine too . Sigh .
Just hope that tomorrow's POA paper would be a breeze for me . I know I can do better like seriously .

If only I wasn't that lazy and reluctant. Too late huh ..

Lastly , Zx . The reasons for my hesistation is because I think of the conquences first . Fucktard .
I don't need anyone to judge me .

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