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Found something to blog about ! I'll blog about my First Love .

I believe everyone would not forget your 1st relationship
I believe that 1st relationship in your life is quite unforgettable ( I hope )

For me , I don't know if that is considered as my 1st Love . However , just read on .

I think it was during primary school . You know those time,where boys and girls would hang out playing during recess , after school without being gossip . Don't believe me ? You go try ! Go hang out with many girls , play with them ! Sure alot gossip one loh . Anyway , that's not the point .

So , my 1st love or rather "puppy love" started during primary school . I remember during our time , teachers would pair us up , like 1 boy and 1 girl , hand in hand ..
In class also , a guy and a girl must be pair up right !

That's when all it started !
I still have a vivid memory about it .
She was a very quiet girl and smart girl . She always score full marks for her spellings , ting xie. Thanks to her , I also pass because I copied her answers . & she always get like the top in class ! Amazing right .

I know alot of you will be like "Chey , primary school only what .. sure very easy one la"

Than you show me your results backthen when your at primary school la !!

Anyway , for the first few month when I was sitting beside her , I din't really talk to her or play with her because I am the type of guy who really hate to study ; I enjoy playing and chilling out with my friends .

Until one day , when we are going for some outting . Teacher pair me up with her . We need to complete certain task together . It is like a bonding - game . I think we did badly , almost the whole class were laughing at us . Can't really remember .

After that incident , that girl and I became closer , I think . Whenever I ask her something or talk to her , she would answer me back , not like what it used to be , those 1 word answer or a sentence .

So , we started talking in class , recess . Soon , she starts to hang out more often with our classmate . We would play catching,iceman etc etc , before and after school together with our classmate .

We were really close back then , like bestfriend! She would tell me her secret and vice versa , until the next year when we went to different class due to our results . ( I think )

She went to those -A or -1 classes . Where smart pupils are together . I went to -7 . Like you know 1-1 , 1-2 , 1-3 , 1-4 .. blah blah or 1-A , 1-B , 1-C . Those .

We still hang out together during recess , playing games before and after school until the mids .

Her results dropped badly . I heard from my friend that she got cane by her parents because of her results. After that incident , she still hang out with us , but alot lesser .

Sometimes , we would wait for her at the stairs so that we could have our recess together . But she seems to be avoiding us . I wasn't really sure what had happen back then , but I was pretty sad and disappointed that time .

I always wanted to call her during the night and talk to her , but I'm lack of those confident . I'm worried if I call her , her parents would pick up the phone and start asking questions . You know ):

I don't know if that's consider love back then , but I really wish to talk to her , play with her . It feels abit weird without her that time .

However , things changes , sometimes , she would chat with me and play with us . Just for a moment . I was really happy then . I remember I wrote a letter to her , but I'd never got the guts to give it to her . Geez . To think back , I must be quite silly huh .

The next year ,We sorta "broke up" , her girl-friends told us that she'd transfer to another school as they'd moved their house.I never heard from her again after that.Sometimes I wish she would call me . I did call her but her family changed their house number .

I think backthen, I was pretty sad . I throw the letter(s) which I'd wrote to her but never got the guts to gave her .

Yes , I wrote quite a few letter , wanted to give her but I never got the courage to do so .

Pretty sad right ! I bet you guys is waiting for moments where both of us were ..

Sorry to disappoint you !

Well , I guess that conclude my 1st Love . Probably you guys might think that it's not really love . But i guess thats about it.

So , what's your 1st love ?

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