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Second post today
Another sad post though
After finish writing the first post,i went to play some games and watch some anime hoping that it would brighten up my day.
But i still felt moody,
Sigh, what a day,in fact everyday is a bad day for me
Why is my life so boring.
My friend just called to ask me out but i didnt even have the mood to step out of my door.
Sometimes i was thinking if i get to choose if i want to be born into this world,Would it be a ''Yes'' or a ''No''?Now the answer is clear..i would choose ''No''. I know life is full of ups and downs but why do i get the feeling that mine is always towards the ''downs''.If you know me in real life,you will think that i'm a happy go lucky person who live day by day having fun.
But the truth is i'm not
I'm actually a guy who is happy on the outside but sad on the inside.
Many of you will say find someone to talk to but the problem is i cant find anyone.Because i cant trust any of my friends fully as to tell them whats inside me...
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You hurt me that much. I won't even have the courage to find another girl .
Why .. ? Sigh , putting up a fake smile is tiring .
Sometimes during the night , i would cry .. I'm really very stress , very tired .
How i wish i could just give up everything now .
Who .. who can help me ?

Baby , imy .

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